She is....

The girl in the photo is:

Always there for me....Will listen to my joys, angers, problems....Makes me laugh.....Gives me rides if my parents for get me.....Never ever makes me mad at her......

The girl in the photo is not:

My friend or best friend....

This girl is (like) my sister! She will never let me down. About a year ago we started to get really close and it never faded. To this day we are still so very close. She will always be in my life no matter what. We have had so many memories together. We also have many more to come. Next year will be the hardest memory of all, she is going away to college. I will get through it and so will she. Oh and i forget to tell you who she is.... Her name is Whitney Walker aka. Squirrel

Series of Unfortunate Events

It seems like a normal Friday night. Chelsea came to pick me up for the choir concert. Everything went well we all sang really good. Then Chelsea was going to give me a ride home. We had fun walking to her car. I get there and see that the glove compartment box is open.. I asked Chelsea if we opened it. Then I reached down to where her wallet was...It was gone. Someone broke into her car. So we called her mom, who called the police. The policemen got there and he was very nice. We told them the story and what was taken. I think we were both a little freaked out. Then Sunday comes and we go out to lunch together and then we went back to her house to do homework. She realizes that her mom has her car which has her backpack in it. So, we go get her car and give her mom her car. Chelsea's backpack isn't in her car. So we go back to her house and search and search. Its not there it took us a minute to realize that her backpack was taken out of her car. Everything gone. On a weekend with so much homework and so many tests in the upcoming week. Wow it just seems that when it rains it pours!

Tradition!

This has been going on for awhile now. When ever Sam comes over to my house if even for a little bit she works out. This started about a year ago. Oh this is Sam Heilman by the way. She goes all out. Sweatband and legs weights, it the whole thing. I have one special thing she likes to work out on. It is a thing called a stepper you just basically step. This is sometimes very funny. Especially when its like one or two in the morning when we are so completely out of it because we are so tired. Here is some pics of what it looks like.

The Mask...

We all wear a mask if we want to or not. If we aren't trying to show our hurt or our failure we wear it. We bottle it all up until one day when you just have to break down and cry. The tears fall for hours with nothing to stop them. Like nothing in the world will ever be the same anymore. You lose someone or let them slip right through your fingers and out of sight. No where to be found. There lost in your mind. Everything you say or do reminds you of them and how they held you so close. Its like your body was a puzzle piece that fits right into theirs. When that piece is gone what are we to do. We feel like we aren't whole anymore, something is always gone. You stare into space blindly wondering if they will ever want you again. If they will ever want to pull you in close and never let go. Your mind never stops like its going to explode. Life is so confusing how do we live through it all? We wear the mask that grins and lies it hides our cheeks and shades our eyes.

The Theatre Is The Life For Me!

Today was the first day i actually got to get on stage and do something. It was the first play practice were we got to move around and do things. It felt so amazing to be out there doing something. You can be as stupid as you want and no one will care. You get to be somewhere else, Something else. Get away from reality if only for moments at a time. When I'm in stage i feel like if i were floating on a cloud and that nothing could bring me down. Its a place where you don't have to feel like you need to fit in, its a place to stand out. Have fun and not be stressed! Its why i do theatre its my passion and i love it! <3

Those Songs :)

There are just so many songs out there. But there are only some of them that you can listen to them forever and never get tired of them. One of these songs for me is Taking Chances the Glee version. I probably listen to it like 20 times a day. It's just so good. The words are really inspiring. I mean words like what do you say to jumping off the edge. The music is telling me to get out there and have adventures. Always live life to the fullest, never let there be a dull moment. Also never regret things because they happen for a REASON.