Questions???

We all strive to reach it.
We all want it in ours lives.
But Why?
What for?
This thing I'm talking about is LOVE. It drives us all crazy, and we make it that way. It's like this, once you "fall in love with someone'' its hard to let them go. But what is love and why does it make us like this? Some people are just to afraid to fall in love because of what can happen. It can be the greatest thing in the world or it can hurt you forever. Others are just to afraid to even talk to the person. They stare at each other in the halls and never talk. They avoid each other. But what game is this that they play? Do they do it cause they like each other? Or because, it keeps life interesting? Girls just play the guessing game, like what are they thinking now, do you think they like me? We constantly ask that.
But Why?
What for?
Just because we want LOVE in our lives?

The Game...

Today was the first day in a very long time that I have lost the game. What is the game you ask? It's a mind game. If you think about the game you lose the game. The fun part is that when you lose it you have to tell everyone. So, today I posted it on facebook, because I can't cheat. I have this feeling that there might be some people mad at me. But, that is all fun and part of the game. So, if you haven't started playing the game you should start now!! :)

Change

What happened? How did we grow apart? Things just aren't the way they used to be. We had fun all last year together. So many fun memories and all the secret telling. You were there through thick and thin.There was nothing or no one that could separate us. Everything seemed fine this summer for the longest time. Then we got back to school. Am I just not there anymore to you? I can see that you may want to be my friend, but we were best friends. I would give anything to have things how they were last year, but life isn't fair. So we just have to grow up and move on.

Spring Cleaning...

Five hours later and my room is done. Just my room alone. My room isn't messy or anything just needed a lot needed done to it. My mom re-did it two years ago and we never hung stuff on my walls. So, what happened was I got a lot of junk and we threw it all out. It looks so much better now. There is a place for everything and even more room. Not sure I want more room though because my room is already big. Besides cleaning it we hung things up. :) My walls got these sticky things. One of them says "Live Laugh Love." The other one says "A little Laugh A little Promise A little Hope." I think they are really cool, but that's just me. I'm so glad it's done!

Life Is Full Of Suprises

Waiting on Wednesday night was like torture. I wanted to know if i had made Cataclysmic, so bad. It's the waiting game that gets me every time. Then I go back and think about my audition and if i thought i had done my best or not. So, on Thursday I went to check the list in the morning. As to my surprise I did make Cat. The excitement I had is to hard to explain. Now it means two a week practices and early mornings. It is so worth it though!